"Suicide" note.

I could never figure out how to put my life together, what's missing, and how to fix what's broken. I just know what's wrong with me. They say to focus on the good about yourself instead of the negative, but in my mind the two go hand in hand. Often times I make wrong choices and the guilt eats away at my mind like a parasite. I do poorly in school because I can't seem to get my act together. I do poorly in my relationships, my friendships, even with family. I thought my teenage anguish and anxiety have been long behind me, but lately I find it has returned with greater force than before.